January 25, 2010

Have you ever dealt with a certain kind of feeling that you can’t distinguish or describe and then you catch yourself singing a song that you didn’t find very significant before, but it’s exactly how you feel?  I just felt that.  And I want it to get better, better, better, better.

I never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
all these voices
I hear in my mind
all these words

I hear in mind
all this music
and it breaks my heart…

suppose I never ever met you
suppose we never fell in love
suppose I never ever let you
kiss me so sweet and so soft
suppose I never ever saw you
suppose you never ever called
suppose I kept on singing love songs
just to break my own fall

just to break my fall…

all my friends say
that
of course it’s
gonna get better…